thanks for replying. to answer Victoriadactyl's questions.
i really have don't have anyone to talk to. my friends don't really care that i self harm anymore. i have been self harming for about 8 moths. they don't understand how hard it is to quit.they also don't understand how i can't just be happy because i have depression. my parents never notice when im sad, or the cut on my arms. they are too busy with their own lives. when i went to the doctor for a check up the doctor asked if i cut myself. i lied and said no. many peole have asked me. i always lie to them.
A couple people know about my depression.
i know why i feel like this. well i know how it began. Sometimes i write stuff down. Thank you for taking your time to write back. it helped.
Dionna