[CherriesBlossom]

The past few days I have been hoping and praying and wishing for you. That your life will start turning out as amazingly as it should be.

Every shooting star I've seen, 11:11, or Dandelion I have blown the fuzzes off of I have all wish for you to some how get a loan or find away for it to work out.

You might have just mentioned the Navy in passing, but it so much more than that. In that moment it was your plan. It was your reality of what is to come if things don't work out. It will be your life. I realize now that sometimes no matter how right two people are for each other shit happens. And that you WILL have to do what right for you no matter who is in your life.

But if I may be selfish for a moment, I just want you to know as much as I will support you and stand by you..even if you do have to leave..your not meant to be over seas or any of that jazz. Your meant to stay here ..with me..your friends..eventually your new school..to learn so many new things an gain a new family of friends. The main reason I want you to be able to pull through this and go to school..is to show me that I can do it too. Babe if you can achieve this there is hope for me. You may have you dad as your role hero, but my dad has never been around and my family situation is very hero worthy. So no pressure or anything but your pretty much my hero. That sounds so lame but you are. You show me things are possible when it all seems so bleak . I believe in you and I know every things going to be okay. I love you