[blumemusik♫]

Hi there.

It is really sad that your boyfriend didn't want to be the father figure for your baby, but it's really not the baby's fault. At this point, I suppose you have three options.

a) Terminate the pregnancy (but as you're so far along, this would be really messy :/),

b) Find another father figure for your baby, ie try going out with someone else, or even just have a close male friend that could be your baby's 'dad', or

c) Carry on as you are, and try and manage without a male influence. It may be slightly harder, but if that's what's best for you and the baby, then it's a challenge worth doing.

If you really genuinely feel depressed, then I advise you to talk to whoever it is that's taking care of your pregnancy (midwife, doctor etc.) and they should be able to try and get you some treatment so you don't become a risk to yourself or your child.

I hope things work out!<3