[DinestyX]

I hate you, and I love you, and just thinking about you makes my head hurt almost as much as my heart does! I wasn't the one that stoped making an effort to call you. I wasn't the one that people constatnly said was cheating! I'm not the one trying to hold you back anymore! Stop ignoring me for months and then randomly texting or calling with your sob stories, and your I love yous! I just can't take it anymore! You make me hurt so much, and I don't understand why you'd do this to me! Why you'd forget about me as soon as you went to another school! Why when I asked strangers from your school about you, they said you were dating another girl! I went through everything for you! I faced those girls, got my hair pulled, and watched my friends get tormented because I loved you so much, and you don't even seem to care! Why?! Why can't you just let me go?! Don't you realize you pull my life out from under my feet every time you speek to me?! I want this crazy balancing act to end! I want my life back, and I won't let you hold me back anymore!