Hey,
Sorry things aren't working out for you very well
As for blaming your baby for the breakup, it's not his/her fault. It's your ex's for not wanting to be a father figure; it's a shame that he couldn't handle it.
But you and your baby deserve better. And you will find that whether it's in 2 weeks, 2 months, or even 2 years. You'll be okay. Stay strong.
-Brittany