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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
July 20th 2011, 06:56 PM
I fucking hate myself. The tears that never come are mainly due to the fact that I am a disgusting worthless cow. I wish someone would notice me. I wish I could know what is like to have an amazing guy hold me in his arms and want me, I don't even care if it didn't last forever, I would like that but it isn't a necessity. Lately I have noticed that I only get longings for a guy when my self esteem has plummetted to the extreme. Most of the time when my low self esteem is manageable I am content with the knowledge that that is never going to happen. I am content because I know I can be happy without it. Most of the time I am happy without it.
Fuck me I just wish I could know what it is like to have someone want me. To have someone hold me. To have someone kiss me. To have someone touch me. To have someone smile at me with love in their eyes. What the fuck is wrong with me?
I am looking at thinspiration. God I wish I were that fucking beautiful.
Last edited by DeletedAccount69; July 20th 2011 at 07:09 PM.
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