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Dear Antonio,

I miss you so much. I went on to ClubPenguin to troll, I know, how cool am I? and I was about to start when I received a friend request. I looked through my buddy list on CP, and I saw your username. I sent you a postcard saying "I miss you!" but I bet I'm the only one immature enough to still get on ClubPenguin, even if it's only for trolling. I went into your igloo and I started typing things out, I said things, I said how I miss you so bad, I'm crying, I know you'll never read this but just typing it makes me feel better. You were my best friend for three years, and I didn't even notice when you moved. It took me months to notice. I'm the biggest bitch in the world, I was so absorbed with being popular, I hated the friends I was making, but being with them meant I wasn't being bullied, so I left all my elementary school friends. And then you moved, and I didn't notice. And I still hate myself for that. I miss you so badly! You know that crush you found out I had on you? It started in forth grade, and though I've had plenty of other crushes since then, whenever I think of you my heart skips a beat. I know that I'm never going to see you again, but if you read this, if you remember my name, if you remember where we went to elementary and middle school. I'm going to North for high school, it's in the same district. I know it's a long shot, but I miss you so bad. I'm crying right now, I miss you so bad. If you ever read this Antonio, and you remember that redhead who was always second-tallest, the loudest of your friends, the one who had the biggest crush on you in the fifth grade, if you remember that girl, find me. I can't say I still love you like I did, but I miss you so bad. I'm sorry for ever being as bitchy as I was in sixth grade. I'm sorry I let you slip away. I'm sorry that there isn't anything I can do to change it. I'm sorry, I miss you so bad, I'm sorry I didn't notice when you moved. I'm so sorry.