[facemeetpavement]

ex:
i need you to call me.
i'm craving to hear your voice..one more time.
i want you to hear the hurt in my voice and ask me,
"what's wrong, hayley?"
then i would just break down. cry. and tell you what's happened since you've left me.
i feel fucking insecure, alone, unloved, unwanted, ugly, and untrusting of anyone.
you're the only person i thought would never leave me.
where the fuck were you when i needed you?
i needed my best friend...
and you weren't fucking there.
now i can't trust anyone. i feel alone everyday.
all because of you.
i guess that's what i get for trusting another person again.

person 2:
god. i've missed you.
why can't you just talk to me? please?
i want to catch up.
but, i'm afraid you'll get annoyed with me.
you're so intimidating to me. even though we were close at one point.
i need you to tell me that everything will be okay and that i can talk to you.

person 3:
fuck you.
just because you have no control over anything in your own life,
doesn't mean you can control mine.
i'm a teenager.
we make mistakes and we learn from them.
that's when you get the joy from saying "I TOLD YOU SO."
and then we learn.

self:
i hate you.