[Euphoria]

"mom"-

Why do you do this to me? Why do you cause me to do this to myself? You yell and vent an curse and sigh. You're short and cold with me. Then turn around an act like mornings wrong and everything is all perfect an happy. I try andstan up for myself but you just crush me down. You ask why I keep doing this and I say it's addicti g. It's an addiction. You laugh in shock and say that's wrong and that I'm offending people who suffer "real" addictions. HELLO?!?! cutting IS a real addiction!! I have been dealing with this for nearly five years! And you still won't realize you're the cause of it. You blame it on my high school. What would say if I told you to your face it's you're fauteuils? Huh?! Grow some balls and take some action for yourself. Instead of making me fight this myself. Oh wait. No. Cause I have adults and friends helping me. True friends and true family who understand an listen and believe me. They've seen me at my worst. You haven't. What do you have to say for yourself? You don't believe I'll get anything out of therapy. That's bullshit. And you know what? You've caused me to be this way. And I can't f*cking wait to move outta this house. And you'll be lucky if we still even have a relationship by the time I am preparing to graduate college. Right now I have a closer mother daughter relationship with my hs teacher and counselor than I do with you.