[rivlizz12]

Dear Mom,
I really wish I would die right not.
I don't want this stupid party anymore.
All it's doing is making our relationship worse.
I'm sorry I'm not good enough.
I'm sorry I don't meet your expectations.
I'm sorry I don't say I love you enough.
I'm sorry I was ever born.
I'm sorry I don't express my love for you.
I'm sorry for not talking back.
I'm sorry for ever being your daughter.
I swear Mom, if I had the guts I would kill myself.
But I don't. I wish I did though.
I have my whole life ahead of me.
I plan on accomplishing my goals.
With you by my side or without.
I don't care anymore.
I love you, Mom. But I also have a side of me that hates you. And I'm sorry for that.