Sooo here's the problem.. There is one guy who is a good mate but recently I found out that he is actually in love with me. So far,no problem.. I can deal with it.
He knows about my issues with my parents,
SH and my low self confidence.
But lately he has been saying things which really hurt me. He doesn't think before he speaks. And that's the problem.
He knows that I get easily depressed,believing everything's my fault and that I always blame myself. Still he says things like ' I wish I could go far away so that I can't see you ' or 'We shouldn't have met after all'.
After that I was so hurt and said that I was sorry for being alive. After telling him that he realised what he did and apologized.
But he is always sorry and says it will never happen again. And it happens again and again..
Now the whole situation gets worse, he thinks that he can't do anything right. Some days ago I had a really bad day and talked to my best friend about it.He was pissed off because I didn't talk to him as well. He even blamed me for it.
I just don't know what to do. I talked so many times with him but it doesn't seem to get better.
Today he even ignored me.
Can someone help me ? :/
Thaanks for reading x