[*MusicIsMyLife*]

I really want to cut. I think it will take all the pain away. There are so many things that are causing me to want to cut. I am being bullied by my friends and my parents keep hitting me and they hate me. People keep calling me ugly, stupid, fat, a loser, a loner and many other things. People also keep saying that i am a FAILURE!! Whenever I try talking to people they always ignore me and it feels like they push me away and they dont care or they dont want to listen. I just think that giving up by cutting would be the best thing to do. I am also being threatened by people and I am really scared. I just want someone to listen to me and to care about me. I fee like i have no one and that if I cut then everyone would be happy because they wouldnt have to care anymore. I can't do anything right. I think that everything is all my fault. People keep telling me that it is all my fault. I think I should cut and then i can give up on this life I have. No one would care anyways. I am crying right now and I want to cut so bad. I am in so much pain. There is so much going on and it is really hard for me to handle. No one knows or understands what I am going through!!