[x_sepi_x]

funny how im taking the slack for everything he's done. and him? he's buzzing the fucked up son of a b***h. im the one who's got major depression im the one who's got a fucking eating disorder, im the one who has panic attacks and anxiety disorders, im the one who is so fucked up and suicidal ive got fuckin psychiatrists left right and centre and on top of that you give me more shit. You're absolutely fine with him but why is that we aren't talking. why is it that you're pissed off and mad at me when im the one who went through rape and sexual abuse. Ive been through so much torment and you still choose him over me. You lied to me, you lied to me. You said you'd always be there for me but you're not here for me now. You never will be. You're never gonna understand what im going through and them promises you keep making, well they''re fake. Why have you hurt me so much? What did i do to deserve all this shit? Im so alone. im totally on my own

Why make promises you can't keep?