I couldn't imagine having a baby... I think you're really brave for going through with this =) It's importnant now for you to do your best to stay in education - other than a paper-round or the occasional dish-washing job, you'd need at least basic qualifications to get a job to provide for your son when you're older. Sorry if this seems intrusive, but are you living in the UK?
I like Callum as a boys name ^^ It means 'peace'
Best of luck with everything
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