I went to a guidance counselor about depression a few weeks ago and long story short I got an actual counselor and he thinks that I have an eating disorder, if not close to one.
Part of me says its a possibility and I should get help, but for the most part I'd rather just forget that whole thing.
I don't starve myself, or throw up intentionally..It just seems to happen when I eat.
Is there a problem with wanting to lose weight? With not being fully satisfied with your body? I don't think so. Everyone has flaws they don't like.
I do exercise everyday, but not over the top.
I don't eat much, but why eat when I'm not hungry?
I do watch what I eat.. and I do really hate myself when I gain weight or eat a lot of fatty food.
I don't want help with something I don't feel the need to change.
I don't want people watching what I'm eating and stuff..I like what I'm doing right now (eating habits,exercising)...and part of me says that isn't right.
My parents know, cause I told them..and my mom mentioned that my dad always thought I didn't eat enough. Hah. And I'm headed to the doctors next week..
Does any body have any answers or advice? I don't even know what I was shooting for here..
Part of me wishes I didn't even tell anyone anything
