I am addicted to swinging a pencil. I know this may sound weird to some but it is strange for me as well and I can't stop. I have been doing it for pretty much my whole life and I am 17. I do it because it releases stress for me and opens up my imagination. The problem is I don't really breath normal and I don't think im getting enough oxygen to my head at times haha. It really sucks when I have a lot of homework and pencil swinging is a huge distraction. I've tried to break this addiction before by throwing the pencil and breaking them but it just comes right back. I even can tell which pencil feels right to swing and which one does not. In a way I don't mind it at all and it makes me feel unique but when homework comes around it sucks... soooo I kinda want to stop now. So please help!
