[combatbunny]

I'm spilling here because I have no one else to talk to because no body knows anything and they think I'm alright.
I miss her more than anything. It's my fault that she's gone, but
I pretend it didn't matter because if I did, I wouldn't be able to go on.
The only thing I've ever wanted is for someone to love me.
I hate my parents most. They messed me up. But I still love them.
I have too many secrets.
I am a liar, a hypocrite, a cheater, and a whore.
I want to destroy myself.