[Tigerlily.]

Well I did some more research, for about 5 years I've had binge eating disorder. This caused me to have disordered eating where I would starve and purge when I could without causing suspicion which wasn't often, I've dealt with that for at least 3 years. Over a while it has evolved into atypical anorexia. I starve myself but I don't look like I have an eating disorder so no one can tell. Anyway today I'm finding it odd, usually I do get hungry, count 100 and it's gone enough to forget for a while. But today I get hungry and it feels different, I have pre-diabetes and I think that's why. I can usually drink water to fill up if it gets bad but every time I take a drink I feel worse like I was full to the max and tried to drink or eat. But actually I'm hungry because I haven't eaten anything all day. I've been up since yesterday, I didn't sleep last night and it's just past noon here. What is going on? I couldn't eat if I wanted to but the damn feeling won't go away.