[Symphony Of Silence]

I hate you for making keep that secret. I only kept it for your well being. It's killing me inside. You betrayed me right afterwords and I can't stand that you would do somehting like that. It's all because of u I get to act like you're still my friend. It's been a year sinse i swear you ruined my life and our friendship. I wish you never told me. I wish I had the guts to say this to your face. I wish you could read this and feel everything I felt in the past year.
But wishing hasn't done any good now has it...
Wishing hasn't restored what once was...
Wishing has left me in tears today and so many before...
You did this, and you will never know how it has affected me, you wouldn't care anyways. Hope you think that secret was worth telling me now, because after all of this, I need to just stand up and tell you how much you affected me and that I know that the friends I want would never do this.
I wish I could say this to your face with every fiber in my body Derek, and maybe i will.