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i just found out that i am pregnant...again. my fiance and i have been best friends for over 10 years. we have been dating for about two and engaged for a couple of months.

the first time my fiance was supporitive and said that he would be behind me no mater what. we ended up deciding to keep the baby but as i headed for week 10 i statrted to bleed. i went to the doctors and they told me that i was having a miscarriage.(she would have been born march 21) it was so hard. i became overly depressed and wouldnt get out of bed for over a month.

this time he wants me to get an abortion. i considered it last time but after all the stress of dealing with a miscarriage i don't feel like i could deal with getting an abortion but he tells me that it is either him or the baby. i told him i was against getting an abortion but he won't let it go. i don't know what to do. i don't want to lose him but i don't feel like i could give up our child. one was taken from me and i don't feel like it would be right to give up another.

suggestions anyone?