[Sarahh9]

Im not a doctor, but youre developing really bad behaviors. Sweetie, youre not fat, you are beautiful. You need to eat to survive to fight another day. You can try to fix it yourself, but it already seems like youre too far in. Is there anyone you can reach out to? I know it might sees unrealistic to talk to your parents, but you can probably talk to one of your friends. Tell her what youre going through, and she/he could be able to give you the support you need to stop this monster before it gets too late.

Eating disorders are not glamorous. You might lose weight at first (though it doesnt seem like you have much to lose) but you will gain it all, plus more, back. And that sucks, trust me.

You are not as fat as you think you are. I promise