I can't get out of my addiction. -
February 23rd 2009, 02:29 AM
I feel addicted to every thing I try, I feel addicted to everything I haven't tried.
I love drinking (heavily), doing pot, and taking speed and taking any other kind of drugs i can get my hands on.
Me and best friend are really into drugs, its like I will get a text wan't some shrooms?
and of course my answer was yes, pay me back when your mom pays you.
I honestly don't know how to stop
we even planned to go on a cocaine binge to lose weight.
I really feel like we are going to kill ourselves one of these times.
I mean like honestly I am the drinker who drinks till I black out, she doesn't drink but does drugs. and I don't know how to get out of all this mess.
Jennifer Marie "learn how to apologize, learn how to say 'i love you' to someone other than your cat and mean it, learn how to express yourself, learn how to smile a "fuck you" regardless of the outdated traditions, the talentless critics or what is fashionable or give up."
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