[Xineas]

Hey,

This is bullying, no matter how you put it. You don't have to let them do this to you! You have values and rights too, even if you're new at your job, even if you're not as good at your job as your colleagues.

You're working your butt off there, staying late, starting early and you've done more than enough to deserve some respect for your hard work. If people keep on dragging you down, please do go to your manager. Don't see it as whining, talking to your manager when you feel something is out of place, is more than normal on the workfloor. That's what managers are for! They need to keep the team running smoothly, they run the team, it's the manager's job to make sure his workers are okay.

You can't expect yourself to be perfect at everything you do from the start. That's just unreasonable and impossible. You have to learn, just like any person that works there had to learn how to do their job. Even if learning how to do it takes you 5 months, you will eventually get the hang of it. Even if you don't, your colleagues are not the ones to tell you you're not doing your job right. They would have to talk to your manager, who would in turn talk to you about it.

Don't worry, you've done nothing wrong. Stay strong, be yourself and don't ever let them get you down. You're good at what you do.

Take care and good luck,