[a_girlsdreams]

I fell asleep last night, drunk.. And with a pain killer.
I woke up this morning, crying. And with a hangover.
I had a dream last night about you. Its been a while since Ive had one of those and didnt expect it coming. We were at your house. You had a house party. I was invited but I knew you didnt really want to see me. So I kept to myself and walked around your house looking at all the artwork hanging on the walls. I stopped, standing infront of one beautiful piece. You came up to me. Again, unexpectedly. You stood there next to me. We said hello and made small talk. I went to walk away, but for some reason you followed. You walked so close to me; side by side. You took my hand and wrapped it around you waist the way you always did. It felt so real. I felt our fingers interlock. And so did our eyes. We sat down in a quiet place, away from all your friends. And talked. The way we dont anymore. You asked me questions about love and what it felt like. Your eyes screamed disappointment when I hesitated to answer. But I looked up at you. And told you that Ive never loved anyone more than I loved you. That I loved you more than I loved myself. We sat there in silence as I waited for you to touch my hand. You leaned in.. And I woke up.