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I'm very proud of you for opening up about this. I know that it is hard to accept, and come out to others that you have a problem such as this. You are very concerned about the way your body looks. You don't want to be overweight, so you don't eat. As you already came to terms that this is unhealthy. Don't feel ashamed. There are lots of people who have experienced what you are going through. This is the perfect time to get help as this is only going to get worse.
Have you tried finding a good diet/exercise plan? If you want to lose weight, let's to it the healthy, and correct way. Portion what you eat. Stay away from snacks, cookies, ice cream, pizza, and things of that nature. Also find a good exercise routine. You don't even need equipment. You can jog or run, and that is a good way to lose weight. You can also speak with a counselor if you like. Talking to a professional about your problem is a good idea. Don't be afraid to talk to us about anything. We are always open to help.