I always feel like I should be prettier and skinnier, and I really worry that I might have an eating disorder. My friends get worried about me, and I know they really care, but I just don't know what's going on anymore.
People tell me how pretty I am and how skinny I am, but it makes no difference to me. I'm fat, and ugly and I want to change it.
I don't really eat a lot, I end up having a piece of toast in the morning and a small meal in the evening with my family, and I rarely eat at school.
I'm 14, and I hate making my friends worry, and i don't want to develop an eating disorder or anything, but I don't think anyone understands me. i don't want to be skinny, i psycally NEED to
I feel stupid and selfish, and I just don't know what to do anymore.
Help me? D':