[icewhisp]

for a while now i have been cutting due to the fact that i feel betrayed as many of recent relationships haven't worked out and ended very badly, i hate myself due to the fact that i do tae-kwon-doe and i hate hurting others but in the heat of the moment i love it (my parents force me to go) i have never attempted suicide but i think about it a lot nothing very traumatic has happened to me but its all the little fucking shit that piles up on me through out my school friends family girlfriends and my tkd. i don't like talking to adults about this and i hate taking pills so i deiced to see what people on hear think i should do i think i may be suffering from either bipolor depression or Endogenous Depression.