[snoogums]

okay so my name is Blue I'm almost 13 years old and i just found out that i am pregnant. my dad beats me up when he is in a bad mood and my mom never stands up for me so both my parents hate me. I am very afraid to have them find out. The solution I came up with is to get an abortion and never let anyone know. But i feel really bad doing that I feel like I would be killing it and I love kids. I kind of wish I could keep it even though I know I'm way to young. I have a part time job at a grocery store so I have been thinking about trying to get a place on my own. I would never want my baby to be around violence. I think I have heard something about a way you can share custody of your baby with an adoptive family or something like that because if i had the baby i will probably love it to much to completely give it away but i cant seem to much info on it so if anyone could help me out i don't know what to do.