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Re: should i be on medication? - March 15th 2011, 01:39 PM
i really am scared about taking them though. i have a fear of medication, and i get so wound up about taking them, im usually sick straight after. then i just feel like a complete failure.
i know its really stupid, and that its not giving up,just getting some help, but i feel like if i cant even do this alone, then how do i do anything else? iv given up trying to get through the suicidal thoughts + cutting by myself, and i have got help for them, but this is one thing that i just cant bring myself to do. i hate having to talk to counselors/doctors etc about things, it really makes me feel dumb and defeated, and even though inside i know i cant, i still like to try and do it myself.