i try to be honest, but when i say things, i hear myself and i just feel really dumb sayig it. i told them about the voices, and they say that they will fade over time, and that my brain is just overloaded with stuff. they believe the voices are there... they just dont believe how real they are to me. i tell them what the voices say, but they said just try and tell them to go away, or ask them why theyre talking to me... nobody seems to understand that they are like real people in my head, and no matter how much i plead, they wont leave me alone.
i would take the medication, but i feel like that would be admitting defeat. i know that sounds stupid, but my pride is one of the only things i feel like i have left, and i dont want to loose it
