Are you being honest with the psychologists when you talk to them? I don't think they would actually tell you, that it is all in your mind. If you are hearing voices, they will do everything they can to help you with that. If that includes prescribing you with medication, then they will. It is your responsibility to take it. Even though I know you dislike taking it, it is only to help you. They would never give you anything bad to take. They only want to make sure that you are safe. You should be honest with them. I don't want you to hurt yourself. If you need to talk, we are here. But if you are talking with professionals, you should tell them exactly what is on your mind, if you want help from them. I don't want you to kill yourself. I want to give you a big hug. I feel so sorry for you. I just want to let you know that it is going to be alright. Don't be afraid to talk to the doctors. If they give you medicine, you should take it. IF you still need to talk, we are here.
