[ThePunkAlien]

Hey dude, I know you're gonna text me tonight probably or tomorrow to say happy birthday. What you don't know is when I get that I'll desperately want to tell you I'm bi. That guys get my blood pumping just as fast as girls, that I've come to accept it and I'm flirting with guys I think are cute online with hopes of getting physical offline. But, I won't because I don't know how you'll take it and don't want to screw up the friendship we've had since I was five. I know you're my "brother," but - sometimes even brothers keep secrets. Even though it's killing me that I can't or don't feel ready to share this part of my life with you yet because I want to. Not because I like you in that way, just - to come out of hiding.