[a_girlsdreams]

Your call made me feel 100 times better. I should be mad, I should hate you. But I cant. Youre my sister. If I have to play your stupid, fucked up game to keep you in my life.. Than I guess I will.

It was so nice spending time with you guys yesterday. Hopefully it was only me that thought it felt a bit awkward. But it was better than I thought. I appreciate it more than you know. Thanks.

I texted you last night because.. I dont know. I felt like being the bigger person. Because I am the bigger person. Just because I dont want you in my life anymore because you royally fucked me over, doesnt mean I cant care about you. I do and always will. Thats just me.


Rip, Grandma.
I miss you soo much. I know this weekend youll be at Jays senior game with us. Just give me a sign. I love you. <3

Rip, Johnnie.
In a few days it will be your 9 months. It still feels like yesterday. I still think about you everyday. I wish you would be back tomorrow. I miss you, I love you. <3