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Re: addiction? -
February 2nd 2011, 12:03 AM
I feel that it's a bit of both.
On the grand scale, self harm is a terrible addiction. Once I do it once, I want to go back for more and more, just like an addiction to drugs. But sadly, the overdose to this addiction could cost me my life. My wrists itch, I feel restless, my body aches.
But, sometimes people who self harm subconsciously do these things without taking notice, or do things by habit. Like, whenever I am talked down to, I have a habit of snapping my rubber band until my wrist goes numb.
If that makes sense..
"Although only breath, words which I command are immortal." Sappho
"Sometimes I feel nothing at all. Sometimes I feel everything is my fault.
Sometimes I feel the hate break my mind. Sometimes I feel they deserve it this time.
May the bridges I burn light my way." - I, Alone - Otep
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