[kiddo90]

Hello Daniel,
I'm very sorry to hear about your situation, it's definitely not an easy one. And as far as how you should feel? There's not a right or wrong answer for that. Unfortunately, no matter what kind of protection you use, nothing is 100% effective. Honestly though, don't stay stuck in the what might have beens and the what ifs. It's a bad situation and life lessons were learned, but you can't change it. She should have told you sooner, and I can't speak as to why she didn't. I can only imagine that it was a difficult and scary thing to deal with. If I were you, I'd just give her the sincerest apology possible and somehow find a way to move forward, healing a little more each day. Best of luck.
-Laura