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I'm afraid I'm going to go back to cutting? - January 24th 2011, 02:02 AM
I've been self-harm free since 1/14/11. The only reason I stopped is because I went to a mental hospital for the second time for a week. I'd been cutting for months, and I went to the hospital for the first time in December. I relapsed and everything just got worse. I'm afraid the same thing will happen again. I'm better than I was, but I'm still depressed. Cutting was an addiction for me, and I want to cut so bad when I feel really down. It stopped the mental pain for awhile, and I just feel like a need it again. What should I do? I'm scared I'll give into the need again and just be right back where I was.