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I just remembered there a post you made several years ago which mentioned your baby sister, who was twelve, and I remember it because my little brother was twelve at the time too. (So I mustn't have been on TH that long at the time ) She would be sixteen now. It struck me when I remember because for the past...almost three years she's had to grow up without her older sister. And I felt annoyed at you for that; even though I hardly knew you; even though al we wanted was to help you and you were going through a really rough time.....but I felt annoyed at you for killing yourself and leaving that girl without an older sister. It reminds me that suicide is selfish, which was one of the things that kept me holding on back a few years ago when things were tough. I miss seeing you around the forums, reading your inspiring posts. I always valued your opinion and iit was flattering if you replied to one of my threads. You were such a huge inspiration and I wish you hadn't gone, it's such a waste of a fantastic person.
R.I.P.