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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - December 23rd 2010, 02:38 PM
there are times when all i can think about is how much i want to die. i dont want to kill myself, but was at a point where i was likely to. now i just wish some terrible "accident" would happen to kill me

i still cut. nobody knows. i've got an eating disorder. i'm faking wellness. i dont sleep at night cuz i'm too busy dreading tomorrow. i care way too much. i wanna let go
hehe- i'm running out of excuses for all my scars, cuts, and weight loss

"If I held my ground
Would you ask me to change?
This drought bleeds on
Now we're dancing for rain
We drink the air
But it's still not the same
These worlds collide
Yet the distance remains
We point the finger
Never accept the blame"