[cptdean]

I love talking to you but how this is right now is just messing me up. I worry too much about you because I know you still care. You made a promise to your parents to stop talking to me just so that they could trust you again, even though you dont want to. But I think I will be able to sort my life a lot better without you speaking to me, even though I hate not speaking. If we do that then I hope you can remember how we were and try again when time passes.