[Musiciswhatilivefor]

Hi everyone, I'm new here so I hope I do this right lol. So..I smoke weed almost everyday and I drink too... and binge drink on weekends. I also smoke cigarettes everyday. I have tried shrooms, coke, e, etc. and have also been stealing my mom's oxycodeine. My mom has a very addictive/ ocd personality and so do I. I'm getting depressed and I want my life to be good but it's so hard to deal with all the **** around me. I'm still in highschool and I want to pass and have a good life but I'm always so depressed and in the pit of me, it always feels like I'm missing something. How can I stop this feeling? help?