[amystery]

I'm happy because I rediscovered this thread and for the first time in a while I feel...idk calm..it's an amazing thing.

I only have one more day of classes this semester before final exams...while exams stress me out I'm just trying to see the light at the end of the tunnel of stress and school work. I'm also happy because I think I might actually get an eight page essay written tonight and handed in tomorrow.

...my best friend texted me to tell me she loves me and misses me. I can't wait to go home and see here during Christmas break.

..my friend Shawn texted me too. It made me feel good. *shrugs* He also suggested we do another phone conversation sometime soon which I'm pretty excited about. I'm starting to realize that even though Travis doesn't text me back and seems to not want much to do with me Shawn still does. Plus...it's just nice to have friends. I've been missing hanging out with them.

...the marks on my arm are healing finally and I actually think they might be gone by the time I go home. I haven't hurt myself in 3 days after doing it for like 4 days in a row...I think I might actually quit.

...I've kicked myself off facebook for the week and it's kind of refreshing