[Neoscryer]

I really miss having you as my friend.

You were one on the very short list of people that I could truly talk to. You made me laugh, and forget about any troubles I had. And according to you, I did the same. Which is why I don't understand why you left me behind. I really cared about you.

You've changed. You got a boyfriend, and you got on anti-depressants. You feel better than you've felt in years.

I'm really am so happy for you.

But it's so hard for me to keep feeling happy for you when it seems like you've abandoned me. I was there for you through all your parents fights and all your bouts of depression. I tried really hard to make you happy, because you mattered so much to me. I didn't want to lose you as a friend.

But it seems like I have anyway.

Those things that you said to me really hurt, Meg. You used to be in the same position I was. Have you already forgotten how it feels? How hard every day can be?

The girl I used to know would have never said those sorts of things to me.

I'm not asking for a lot. I'm really not .. I just want us to talk.. God, you used to my friend. It kills me how apathetic towards me you seem. It hurts so bad that when my boyfriend and I broke up, you didn't even say a word to me. What happened to you ...? You used to care ...

I bet you're not going to even wish me a happy birthday this year. Remember that email you sent me last year ..? I can't even read it anymore without wanting to cry. That was only a year ago.

what happened to you ...