[bitesize]

I should stop getting annoyed at you for almost no reason, especially because I'm not annoyed at you any more since you sent that text asking to meet up at lunch. I can't let myself get irritated when you don't act horny straight away, especially because sometimes I get you in the mood and suddenly lose it myself and thenget annoyed at you for still feeling in the mood, although I would feel offended if you lost the mood as well and worry that something was wrong with me.
Ugh, my head is silly.

I'm really lonely. I wish I was friends with the people in psychology but I just can't put myself out there, can't get past the civil stage, where I might spend an extra ten minutes talking to them after class but I could never walk up to them or ask to hang out with them. I feel like people don't like me and I don't want to push myself on them and annoy them. I know that probably sillybut I also feel that it's so much easier for other people to make friends...how?? Do they just put themselves out there too?? I'm not shy, I just lack a lot of self esteem and I can't talk to people without feeling like I'm annoying them