Heyy there tash.
I have to say that I'm very happy to hear that you havent SHed in two months héroes starting again. I know how hard it is to stop and I know how frustrating it is when you think that your done with it and a couple of day latter you start again. Try seeing a sepcialist and putting all your
SH tools in to a box and them celetaping it closed ! Hope I've been a help...