I have over 18 cuts on my wrist right now and let me tell you I hate having to cut. But I do it for the same resson you do it. I've bean cuting on and off for 2 years now and its the pits.But if you where to cut just wrong you could bleed to death and it would be slow and painfull.Im allways very carefull about that.If you need a quiting buddy I'm up for grabs
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