You've Been gone Six Months, and there hasnt been a day since that I havent thought about you. If I am honest, there hasnt been a day that I havent thought of us. jaja Its weird to say that because we werent really an 'us', we could have been, maybe, but I never said enough... But Now I wish I had. So now I have to wait, 18 more months. I am afraid things will be too different then though... and I really dont want them to be. I know its much more complicated than that, but Its also simple; You are the first boy Ive ever felt this way about and the only one I ever see myself feeling this way about.... and boy is the wrong word! Your mom got to hear you on the phone today and said youre sounding like a man
I wish all the time for these 18 more months to speed up, I am most excited to See the man you will become (even if I cant be the woman...)
<3
me
(Lovely Miss O)