I'm in junior high and I'm not doing so well with my grades and since my mother doesn't like me in the house I go ovver to my older step sisters house to studyand since nobody is ever there but me and her she makes me do things... very bad things... you know... right....
She took my virginity and I feal that its weird that I've already had sex since I'm in 7th grade.
I also keep having nightmares and flashbacks about it and they feal real.
The reason I can't tell anyone about this is that it's EXTREMELY hard to talk to adults for me because of the child abuse I went through. I don't have real life freinds and I'm starting to cut myself.