[The ANTI-Troll]

i know i have to leave the game that much is clear i cant be just sitting around on a game and click a button all day and talk to the people there when i usually end up infuriated. talking to the people is one of the other reason i cant stop checking in everyday besides the power.. even as i type this im on the game watching the chatroom when i know i shouldnt be... its not as bad as it was when i was on a different game 2yrs ago back then i spent days upon days just watching chat and the game without sleeping it got so bad i started passing out in my chair... i just cant stand it anymore. the game has taken over most of my life when im not working and even when im working im thinking about the game...

i just dont have the motivation to stop despite how much i know i need to quit it...