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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - October 12th 2010, 09:26 PM
I don't feel like doing this anymore. I can't do this anymore, I think to myself and yet...
I had that exact same thought on repeat in my mind this time last year. And the year before that. And the year before that. This despondency is who I am now. I don't know that I'm capable of anything other than this self-absorption. I can't be anything to anyone, or mean anything. No one seems to be capable of reacting to me; I'm ignored.
But I don't want not to exist. I'm curious. There are good little moments. So.... what the fuck to do? Continue, I guess, this way. Who cares that

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