[lanegwyn]

I'm happy today because, however much I dislike aspects of my school, I made the correct decision in coming here. I've just realized that, a year and a month into this experience. Maybe I'll be miserable anywhere; maybe I'm hideous; maybe life isn't all that great. But I made the right decision. And there are moments of light and happiness every day now. I'm tired of focusing on how much is wrong with who I am. This is not who I meant to be, but so what? I'm warm, dry, and smoking, so to speak. The rest is just fringe*.


*(I can't think of a better word than "fringe". I don't want to use "icing" or "gravy". If someone has a word, please send it to me)